i'm as confused as you are, sir.
something happens here.
something strange and vague and ambiguous and unpredictable and bizarre and odd and bipolar.
clicks above!
how bizarre.
It could be kwokwy, but it's actually VIVIAN!
I am 17, and I try to do art, which sometimes fail in spectacular, self-destructive ways!
Other times, it works out relatively fine, and I am happy for the moment!
I like thinking. Thinking is fun, especially if you're listening to music. You know, nice music.
Being close to someone works pretty good as well, I guess.
description
i am dazed and confused!
This is where i put all my un-personal items out on display.
If you break anything, you will be forced to pay for it!
Prices start from an ice cream cone cupcake and counting. :)
I swear, this song has the sweetest chorus I've ever heard in my life. I want to walk around with you, and I want to walk around with you, with you..
Matt & Kim - Cinders
The Octopus Project - Truck
And to leave that all-so-important sweet aftertaste in our mouths... The Very Best - Kamphopo
Umm, and that's it. That's fucking it.
riki-OH!
Thursday, September 10, 2009 11:12 PM
Ah, the wonders of gratuitous violence and cheesy dialogue. Mangled dubs and specials effects far beyond their years make something wonderful, together, like horrible nachos and factory produced cheese.
Riki-Oh: The Story of Ricky
Prisons, like parking lots, have become franchised businesses...
Carparks? Really?
8:30 - "You talking to me?"
Oh gosh, this is so full of WIN.
THE BLOOD LOOKS SO REAL
Okay, watch the rest yourself on youtube. It's all there! :)
time to play the manipulation game
7:49 PM
Scenes from the documentary Jesus Camp:
I guess this could be taken as a disturbing look at religious fanaticism and the brain-washing of today's children, especially when considering that children typically aren't allowed to sign contracts etc due to them 'not being able to think for themselves'. I'm not saying it's not. This IS pretty much religious indoctrination.
But still, it's funny at times. The backing music sounds like something from the Fuck Buttons. :)
(I feel for you, random woman at the bowling alley! It happened to me too.)
OKAY! To wash off all that icky religious stuff, let's have some Bill Hicks.
no, no, no
Wednesday, September 9, 2009 9:30 PM
Wolfgang Amadeus Phoenix - Lisztomania
No, Phoenix, it's not fair to love a song so much. It's. NOT. FAIR.
(do you have any idea how often I've watched the video already? Gosh.)
intense ^.^
4:12 PM
Harry Pussy
I wonder if anyone actually does listen to this regularly on their music player.
Actually, it's pretty awesome in a strange fashion. (Hmm. The average song length seems to be about a minute or less.)
one two
Monday, September 7, 2009 10:43 PM
An adventure in two parts!
Marmaduke Duke - Kid Gloves
Marmaduke Duke - Rubber Lover
And it turns out I was lying.
Marmaduke Duke - Silhouettes
implications, simplifications, oh my!
2:17 PM
(polka dot miracle) says: hi BRAND! says: good morning! BRAND! says: what have you been up to? (polka dot miracle) says: oh (polka dot miracle) says: well, have you ever wondered what would happen if you suddenly just stopped ... sleeping or something? BRAND! says: -.= BRAND! says: peculiar question (polka dot miracle) says: it's just been something that i've been thinking about recently (polka dot miracle) says: i think it's the lack of sleep BRAND! says: :o BRAND! says: insomnia? (polka dot miracle) says: something like that (polka dot miracle) says: it's really really irritating (polka dot miracle) says: because i really just want to sleep, sometimes BRAND! says: oh no BRAND! says: started only recently? (polka dot miracle) says: no, had it for some time (polka dot miracle) says: but it's like getting worse recently BRAND! says: stressed? :) (polka dot miracle) says: idk (polka dot miracle) says: maybe (polka dot miracle) says: but there's probably other reasons too BRAND! says: oh like what? (polka dot miracle) says: hah (polka dot miracle) says: you tell me BRAND! says: i wouldn't know BRAND! says: hmm, why don't you see a doctor? (polka dot miracle) says: i haven't told my parents BRAND! says: :o why not? (polka dot miracle) says: it's really a private matter, i guess (polka dot miracle) says: maybe i'm just growing up or something (polka dot miracle) says: idk BRAND! says: growing up? BRAND! says: oh, not sleeping gives you hallucinations BRAND! says: :) (polka dot miracle) says: well! (polka dot miracle) says: that explains a lot BRAND! says: hmm what's that supposed to mean? (polka dot miracle) says: sometimes i think i see things that people don't notice, i guess (polka dot miracle) says: or maybe they just don't care (polka dot miracle) says: or maybe i'm just hallucinating BRAND! says: you haven't been sleeping enough, that's why BRAND! says: oh, but what do you see? (polka dot miracle) says: um, nothing very interesting (polka dot miracle) says: i just imagine a lot of things, i suppose (polka dot miracle) says: idk why, but i always imagine that there's a heaven welcoming committee if i ever sleep well BRAND! says: hahaha BRAND! says: is that good? (polka dot miracle) says: better than nothing (polka dot miracle) says: ahhhh god (polka dot miracle) says: i'm actually thinking of taking pills (polka dot miracle) says: so that i can sleep BRAND! says: pills? BRAND! says: isn't that a bit drastic (polka dot miracle) says: drastic situations needs drastic solutions (polka dot miracle) says: i haven't slept properly for a long long time (polka dot miracle) says: haven't you noticed my eye bags? haha BRAND! says: o.o BRAND! says: not really BRAND! says: you have eye bags? (polka dot miracle) says: mmm (polka dot miracle) says: they're quite obvious to me (polka dot miracle) says: when i look at the mirror, it's like looking at a pug or something BRAND! says: ohhhhhh! BRAND! says: i haven't noticed, sorry (polka dot miracle) says: it's okay (polka dot miracle) says: i suppose it's not very easy to (polka dot miracle) says: but it's just something i have to live with, i suppose (polka dot miracle) says: haha BRAND! says: but will pills help? BRAND! says: aren't there some side effects or something (polka dot miracle) says: haha who cares? (polka dot miracle) says: i just want to sleep BRAND! says: i guess... BRAND! says: don't overdose!!! (polka dot miracle) says: i'll just take enough to make me fall asleep (polka dot miracle) says: for a long time (polka dot miracle) says: so that i'll be properly rested BRAND! says: you really should let your parents know BRAND! says: could be dangerous (polka dot miracle) says: no, they don't need to (polka dot miracle) says: they'll make such a huge fuss (polka dot miracle) says: besides, i'm just being independent BRAND! says: :/ (polka dot miracle) says: if you were really tired, wouldn't you do anything to sleep? BRAND! says: hahaha i suppose BRAND! says: i usually just die on my bed (polka dot miracle) says: mmm (polka dot miracle) says: otherwise you'll go crazy (polka dot miracle) says: after a hard day BRAND! says: awwwww BRAND! says: now i'm actually getting quite sleepy (polka dot miracle) says: oh haha (polka dot miracle) says: you make me jealous BRAND! says: :) BRAND! says: maybe you should tell yourself stories BRAND! says: so you'll feel sleepy too (polka dot miracle) says: tried that before! (polka dot miracle) says: it just made me feel... (polka dot miracle) says: idk (polka dot miracle) says: i suppose i just got bored of it after a while though (polka dot miracle) says: stories don't really help much (polka dot miracle) says: i'm still not sleepy BRAND! says: oh no BRAND! says: have you tried drinking warm milk or something? BRAND! says: helps to sleep on a full stomach, something like that (polka dot miracle) says: blah (polka dot miracle) says: comfort foods are overrated (polka dot miracle) says: the stomach's a funny thing (polka dot miracle) says: treat it well today, and it'll just cry out for more tomorrow BRAND! says: hmm, you sound cranky (polka dot miracle) says: i'm tired (polka dot miracle) says: for so long BRAND! says: guess you really have to try taking the pills, don't you? BRAND! says: to help you sleep (polka dot miracle) says: think i should? BRAND! says: uh huh BRAND! says: sleeping's better than being awake and being crabby (polka dot miracle) says: crabs (polka dot miracle) says: i wonder if crabs feel anything when they get smashed (polka dot miracle) says: apparently lobsters don't have pain sensors (polka dot miracle) says: so boiling really doesn't affect them much (polka dot miracle) says: except killing them BRAND! says: o.o BRAND! says: interesting (polka dot miracle) says: actually sleeping doesn't appeal to me much anymore (polka dot miracle) says: sleeping's paralysis of the whole body (polka dot miracle) says: you wouldn't know if you get killed halfway BRAND! says: uh BRAND! says: sleeping's like a coma BRAND! says: partial death of the body (polka dot miracle) says: i wonder if dead people are actually dead (polka dot miracle) says: maybe they're just really deep sleepers (polka dot miracle) says: waiting to be woken up BRAND! says: you think too much! BRAND! says: go and take your pills :) (polka dot miracle) says: oh, well (polka dot miracle) says: i should (polka dot miracle) says: i actually feel sleepy now (polka dot miracle) says: how odd BRAND! says: yayy! (polka dot miracle) says: brb (polka dot miracle) says: okay, taken (polka dot miracle) says: i shall go and sleep now BRAND! says: hahaha it's like superearly BRAND! says: but have a pleasant sleep anyway! (polka dot miracle) says: oh, we shall see (polka dot miracle) says: i suppose it's goodbye, then BRAND! says: see ya! (polka dot miracle) says: that might be a bit tricky, actually... (polka dot miracle) says: i'm planning on a really deep sleep ------------------------ (polka dot miracle) has signed out ------------------------ BRAND! says: -.= BRAND! says: what was THAT about? ------------------------ 1.2.3.4 has signed in ------------------------ BRAND! says: oh, morning! 1.2.3.4 says: hello :D
large hadron collider
it's all slipping past me
I have no idea what to put in here for the time being, but we will deal with it!
Why doesn't everything turn out the way we want it to?
It won't be as fun, of course, but still.
credits
unremovable
layout by leen
textures from 1234
pictures from 12
polaroids from sxc
and lots of hugs and kisses from me
my lovelys
the ambassadors of songs
these are done in three, you see? they get me through the day.
yes, I lie quite a bit. get over it.
- Animal Collective, Aphex Twin, Arcade Fire
Architecture in Helsinki, Asobi Seksu, Babyshambles, Babybird Basement Jaxx, Battles, Bauhaus, Billy Talent The Blood Brothers, Blood Red Shoes, Camera Obscura
Children of Bodom, Circle Takes The Square, Crass Crystal Castles, Cut Copy, Cansei de Ser Sexy, Daft Punk The Death Set, Devin Townsend, Dip
Dirty Pretty Things, Does It Offend You, Yeah?, Elbow
Electric Light Orchestra, Electric Six, Fake Shark - Real Zombie!
The Fiery Furnaces, The Flashbulb, Foals, Fool's Gold
Franz Ferdinand, Fuck Buttons, Gallows, Genghis Tron
Genki Rockets, Girls, The Go! Team
Gold Panda, Gorillaz, Grizzly Bear HEARTSREVOLUTION, The Horrors, Ida Maria, Iggy Pop
Jason Forrest, Jimi Hendrix, Joy Division, The Joy Formidable Justice, Late Of The Pier, Les Savy Fav, The Libertines Lily Allen, Los Campesinos!, M83
Manic Street Preachers, Marilyn Manson, Marmaduke Duke, Matt And Kim
Metric, MGMT, Midnight Juggernauts, Mindless Self Indulgence Modest Mouse, Mors Principium Est, Muse
My Robot Friend, Nine Inch Nails, No Age
Now, Now Every Children, The Number Twelve Looks Like You, The Octopus Project, Oh No! Oh My! Pete and the Pirates, Phoenix, Peter Bjorn And John
The Pipettes, Plastic Operator, Pretty Girls Make Graves
Prinzhorn Dance School, The Prodigy, Queens Of The Stone Age Radiohead, Ratatat, Ramona Falls
Red Wire Black Wire, Regina Spektor, Robots In Disguise Rolo Tomassi, Sex Pistols, St.Vincent, The Strange Boys, The Strokes(<3)
The Subways, Sugar Army, Super Furry Animals, Tera Melos, Test Icicles Them Crooked Vultures, The Tiger Lillies, Tokyo Police Club, Towers Of London
TV On The Radio, Ulver, The Velvet Underground, Vitalic
The Walkmen, The Vines, Wavves, The White Stripes The XX, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Yo La Tengo
the ambassadors of words
I'll think up of it as i go along, because my eyes are currently red and sore from lack of sleep.
You can have Watchmen, though.
the ambassadors of film
28 Days Later, 9 Souls, A Clockwork Orange, Alien(s)
All Quiet On The Western Front , American Psycho, Battle Royale, Blade Runner, Batman (Begins & The Dark Knight)
The Birds, Blazing Saddles, The Blob, Brokeback Mountain
Brotherhood of the Wolf, Catch Me If You Can, Chaplin
Children Of Men, City of God, Clerks, Dog Day Afternoon
Donnie Darko, Dr. Strangelove, Dune
El Topo, Empire of the Sun, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind The Exorcist, Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas, Full Metal Jacket
Ghost World, The Godfather, Godzilla (Japanese series), The Good, The Bad and The Ugly Goodfellas, Graveyard of the Fireflies, Groundhog Day, Hellboy (series)
Howl's Moving Castle, Identity, The Iron Giant, Jesus Christ Superstar Mad Max, The Matrix, Millennium Actress, Monty Python's The Meaning of Life Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Monty Python's The Life of Brian, My Neighbor Totoro
Nightmare On Elm Street, No Country For Old Men, The Omega Man
Pan's Labyrinth, Princess Mononoke, Paprika
Rabbit-Proof Fence, The Ring, Rocky, The Running Man Samurai Fiction, Scarface, Seven Samurai
The Shawshank Redemption, The Silence of the Lambs, Spirited Away, Suicide Club, Survive Style 5+ The Terminator (1 & 2), There Will Be Blood, To Kill A Mockingbird, Tokyo Godfathers, Trainspotting V For Vendetta, Watership Down, The Wizard Of Oz, The World's Fastest Indian Yojimbo, Zulu